BABY SHOWERS!  January is a busy baby month for me.  I have 2 baby showers.  I am excited about them.  It seems like since I have been going through this journey of infertility I value life so much more.  When I hold a new baby or see a new mom I feel overwhelmed with joy and sadness.  I will admit sometimes God and I have the “Why Me” Talk.  And I don’t know if this has happened to you but it happened to me last year when I had to HOST 2 Baby showers: one for my Sister and another for my Sister-in-law while I was going through 2 failed Iui attempts.  Whew! that was a freakin trip.  I never spent so much time in the bathroom. Crying because I was happy, jealous, excited, sad, confused, thrilled and mad at the world all at the same time.  I can tell you my nieces are here and they are ABSOLUTELY beautiful. 

I watched my niece Nylah pop into the world. It was fantastic.

My other niece Calista (the movie star) is as pretty as a baby doll.  See her above in her pink!  I am going to those baby showers in January.  I am going to keep a good attitude.  Look at the blessings that come from pregnancy.  These pictures make me know that this journey is worth it.