God is good
My journey has been hard and long. It was worth every tear, every needle prick, every disappointing result, every argument and every nickle we spent. This trial felt more like an education in how to succeed. I learned through this that there is no failure. God gives you the strength to press on and IF I needed to adopt, I would still be saying the exact same thing because success takes on different shapes. It is not limited. We place limits and God removes them. This baby represents everything good that my fellow bloggers have been working toward. I remember reading blogs saying prayers for people and sending them positive thoughts. I somehow thought my time may never come. Even in the dark recess of my mind, I felt that maybe I did something to deserve this horrid experience. Each step felt challenging. I wondered if I would ever have it easy.
Life is not easy. It’s worth can be counted by how you live. Each breath that you are given should be used to find a positive and to avoid the negative. Understand your situation. Cry… come on… We cry a lot through this journey. You can do this.
When she was born via c-section: I had a panic attack. Everything came down to this. You need a doctor that you can depend on during crunch time. My Doctor is the best doctor on the planet. Her name is Jennifer Kaplan at Women’s Health Consultants in Novi Michigan. She as well as her partners are fabulous to work with. They all helped me to bring home Zoe Spearman successfully. Her names means LIFE. She has given me a new pep in my step. Everytime I look into her beautiful face I remind myself that the journey was well worth the prize.