I'm Back

Everybody needs a pick me up sometimes and my cousin did more for me than she will ever know. It is comforting to have a person “in real life” who can somewhat understand the fertility that we all share. She shares the same dreams that we all do to have her very own “little one”.
Today [...]

Been Poked

Well, I am feeling tired of the needles, the pills, the calendar, the appointments, ultrasounds, and disappointments.  I have done every fertility treatment possible and now I have a storage closet full of meds and I am tired.  I wonder does God mean for some of us to adopt? Is it wrong of me to [...]

Starts and Stalls

I have to tell you “if it aint one thing, its another”. I went to the doctor last week and they found 2 renegade cysts. What this means is at the beginning of an IVF (invitro-fertilization) cycle they start by giving you birth control pills (a very low dose). When you take [...]